为何我如此倒霉！！？？

i reli look forward to tis month..but y m i facin so much probs?? haix.. i can onli sae its all dealin w money..$$$$$~! again??! haix~~~reli dun feel like sayin anitin much....i reli hate life without money...money money money~~!!

i wish i was a princess. i wish i was rich.i wish i dun haf to trouble over money animore. whr r u mi fairy godmother?? @_@

bleahz!! wishes dun come true..if dey do pigs will fly...grandpa will stil b here n i wun b mi animore.. ;@

todae is e most unlucky dae i had!! haiz....feel so empty suddenly..i dono how to describe e feelin i'm havin now..it seems tt so mani tings can happen at one time n i dun seem to b able to solve em..feel v lOusy deep down...how mani times mux such tings happen to mi?!?

sumtimes reli jux feel like givin up....everyting...cried alone in e tOilet..(bleahs!) haiz...but i tel miself tt everyone has e chance to succeed in life...it all dpds on whether do i haf e determination to do it...i noe i m stil v far fr wat i wanna achieve...jux feel tt im stuck w tis money prob for a long time n its makin mi v tired..both physically n mentally...*evidence: e cute panda eyes i've had..~~*hurr~~~

reli been thru alot tis few months...can feel e changes tts happenin ard mi...skOol is much better in tis sem surprisingly..i find miself more motivated to do mi assignments..haha..n to not pon skool so easily as i did last sem..oOps! *guilty

wanna thank dear for all tis..coz ur e reason for all e wonderful tings tt i've experience.. *lUv u very muCh~!!* ;]

haiz...life is reli a jOke...or isit mine onli? *pessimistic* aniwae i wun b so easily defeated bcos of all this SHIT tts happenin!!!! arggghhh...!! feel like kickboxin sumone now...!!! haha...

oh no..i still wanna learn mi jap..n guitar..~~ ~~~

;( oh well.... till e nxt entry... i hope not so soon... ;)