mOZzie attAck !

THIS IS AN EMERGENCY

SHI HUI 20 YEARS OLD FEMALE FOUND.....

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a BLOODY MOSQUITO




bite while she was encaged in her reception area.19 Oct 2005.


this is jux for reference.in case im not here animore.

a selfish mum n her daughter

off dae yest.wake up early mornin 7+ meet hx tk cd.keep on sendin resumes....

2+ pm: a familiar face pop out fr mi door..

ohh its her.comin bk for a less-den-a-day stay AGN.

lucky im hm if not she wun b able to get in at all..she doesnt haf e key to another lock..

as usual she would jux ask hows everyting..jux for e sake of askin.

wats e pt? told her bt our broken washin machine wich is our hse ultimate disaster.bt ah mei's gg fr bad to worse attitude.bt ah b's injured leg.

HOW MUCH DO YOU CARE AT ALL? i reli wonder

if u reli care u wouldnt haf left us here.to fend for ourselves. yes u've done ur duty n tk care of us for 20 yrs of ur life.n u can jolly well told mi tts enuff. wat more can i sae? such a ting comin out fr mi mother. so tts how u wanna define ur role.

i asked her whether she intend to jux slog her life out in msia.til e dae she die. m i been v cruel to sae tt.mb i'll b shoot down by thunder for sayin tt.but isn't it a logical qn to ask?

wat wil bcum of her if she contd lidat? will she reli b happy out ter.at e expense of all of us? will U b happy lidat?

Y cant u stay n gif pa a chance to show u tt he reli cares? Y mux u insist stubbornly tt he NV took care of tis family? R u bein fair to sae tt. Haf u tot bt how u treat him in e past. we all saw wat u had done to him.n I noe how pa felt each time u hurt him so much.he gave up so mani tings for us.Y cant u see tt. Y did u choose to leave us instead of gg thru all tis hardships tog w us.

CAn u gif mi all these answers

U choose to b unhappy.unhappy bt pa. now u cause all of us to suffer coz of ur selfish unreasonable action. haiz. its ok guess everyone hafta rite to choose e way dey wanna do tings.

ive no choice but to accept if tis e way u wan/

BUT uR too SELFISH>

fOllowin up on e HapPiest dae of mi liFe tis yr

ehHem...

1stly:

NO n i mean NO! infringement of e prevIous piCs.
dey r not to b copied illegally nor saved w/o permiSsion.n tts permission fr mi.yes mi.

serious serious! consequences wil b taken agst those who failed to respect my individual rights to e 2 fotOs. heh..

2ndly:

i mus admit im stil smiLin fr ear to ear fr tue til now.haha..im jux so happi...!!

JuliAn u've maDe mi daE~~~ ;)

hmm...wat shall i write nxt? im so sO much in luv w tis hunk now! oh man... ;x

hx mux b stil shakin her head wen she read tis..haha..oh thnks for being mi phOtographer tt dae~keke..i m so haappI ! !! !! y din i hug him?! grrrr...!

i hOpe to c him agn! <---dreaM on...sori..mi devil at work now..haha..spOiler.... -----> dun worry mi fairygOd mother wil come to mi rescue sumdae...keke..

* * mi *dREam cAme true ~ ~

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ahHh...its JULY ! ! -->

opPs i did it agn...blah blah la lalala~~~..duhz.sori.been normal tis daes.tts y din update mi blOg.kekeke..so todae im abit ABnormal.actually ive been ForCed to update mi blog.by u-noe-who.lolZ~~ kiddin la hx..opps ;X i dun mean tt..*wink**

lets c..1st of all..i wld like to thnk hx for stil bOtherin to look at mi dyIn blog.keke..i tink ur e ONLY one who's not so bz at e mOment.hee..
come to tink of it, i din tel anione except u bt mi blog leh.hmm..got.him lo.but he wil nv haf a chance at mi blog.heh./

2ndly."wah piangz like writin essay lidat".manzz i stil suckx at it.arghhh..hack care la.tis is mi blog.dun anione criticise mi except mi.loLz..

3rdly."ehz so fast? whr's e 2nd pt??" haha..dun ask mi to answer tt qn.

aniwae mi juz wanna REiterate <> e fact tt ive not been updatin mi June happenins.wich is AGN too much of a trouble to update even e tiniest events.hehe.i'm not one who wil write down mi everydae life in here lah.............spare mi...

coz i m LazY ;P as simple as tt. cheers~~

juz to add a conclusion to mi May daes

e mth of may...hmm.its Over? so fast?? haha..clearly durin last mth ive been v LAZY.heh~no entry for anione to c.huixian mux b so bOred yeh? keke..

kinda sad..coz alot of tings happen last mth.din reli haf e time to sit down n bLog on.well.let mi c..

may i c miself waitin for acceptance into uni.
may i c miself waitin for a him who's alreadi left/
may i find miself almOst fallen into his shadOw.
may i finaLly realised how much i actually miz him/
may i fell sick.v sick.
may i finally awaken to his cruelness.its a feelin ive nv felt worse b4..
may...wat may come nxt? alOt.

haiz.been cryin at e last wk of may.for him.how useless can i b..suan le.may is Over

may June b a better mth!~!

y did i do tt?

i did it agn.ha.msg him agn.was loOkin thru his past msgs tt dae.off dae w noone to go out w.guess i stil miz him quite abit.hmmxx..

lazy to type le..told huixian bt it.told 2 of mi colleagues bt it.wat else?.not mani of mi pals haf e time to bother bt another now.buzi grillin for exams.haiz..tink mi wil haf alot of updatin to do wen we go out soon yah.erm.but guess too mani tings happened to mi tis yr.i dono whr to start in e 1st place truely.n most imptly its hard for anione to understand mi situation now? not tt im feelin pessimistic bt anitin.jux tt sumhow i seemed to haf lost touch w their kinda life.normal life tt mani at 20 wil do in spore.uni life.how excitin yet not within mi reach.haha..

well..ive learnt to accept e way tings r made out for mi. i'll stil b strOng.

im jux special in a different way.heh..

misSing u..stil? hmmmxx

ya...stil miz him.ha.msg him tt dae juz to tel him i miz him.no other meanin la.juz miz him so msg him lo.get tt feelin off mi heart.haha..aniwae its not possible btw us le.mi aso quite shOcked at miself for havin e courage to msg him.haiz.gals r weak wen it comes to relationship?
.mb.hmmmxx..

its Over...e wOrse daes of mi life_part 1

finally its over.manage to squeeze everyting over e 3 daes..30th 31th n 01/04..hactic 3 daes of mi life.but i'm so much grateful to mi frens whO help mi tide over tis 3 daes..veda who painstakingly helped mi find a vcam earlier on.her fren who lend mi her vcam.xiangyun who is mi greatest helper w e video n digi cam.alice who put in a hard dae of effort w mi video.n not forgetin huixian.yeh u.hehe.for guidin mi to ntu to hand in mi last min work.thnks gals.tho sayin thnks is not enuf.but mi reli appreciate all ur effort. i reli cant do w/o u guys. hee..*mushy*

hopefully mi wun forget tis part of mi memOry.i m one big forgetful gal.haha..dun worry even if i forgot.u guys wil stil b ter in mi heart. *mushy agn*

actually i wanted to write down wat happen for tt 3 daes but given mi tendency to b naggy. i tink its better to keep it short n simple.hahaahah..ok mi lazy to type aso.noone cares wat ive gone thru aniwae.so might as well keep it to miself. hmmm..

cOuntdDownnnn...shit ~ ~

omg..26th!! alreadi! shit..prOcrastination pls get away fr mi !! argh..sumtimes reli hate miself for bein so lazy..wei she me..c..procrastinatin agn..

lesson NV learnt: prOcrastination is e tHief of tIme

wOnderin thru e misty foreSt..so full of predicaments..

heh heh...suddenly feel tt mi lOusy vocaB has improved quite abit..i like tis title.ha.reflects well on mi life.well i noe its not so bad la.compare to mani unfortunate ppl all over e world.i shld b happi/

bk to reality.wen most of mi frens r alreadi headin out for uni. y m i stil here?.slOwpoke/

or m i destined to b e one remainin behind?

@ another crOsssrd in mi liFe..

f a n. f a n. f a n>>>>

____mi entry portfolio.. sumtimes i tink i'm not suitable to b doin tis.morale low.sigh.

hmm...* * * * i tink mi gonna buy e vcd for a series of unfortunate events..

dun reli like to describe mi dae in details.hehe.guess mi jux plain old lazi..aniwae went to trim mi hair yest..w mi captain jia..she's one unique gal..haha...tho she look fierce despite her small..even smaller frame den mi.hehehe..but tink mi got alot common tings w her.nice to tok to.but she smokes tho.well.not all ppl who smokes r bad eh.

aft tt watch movie w mi brO n youngest sis.a series of unfortunate events..was late so onli manage to watch less den half e movie.haha..aniwae its been such a long time tt we went out together as a family.stay bk til e whole show ended coz we wanted to watch e ending dialogue.e graphics was juz so cOol !.like it alot.e story was an interestin one tho mi dint catch e startin part.tts all for a simple yet hapPi dae.

all time favOurite y_a. n. Z ì !! 

手放开_李圣杰

我把自己关起来只留下一个阳台 . 每当天黑推开窗我对着夜幕发呆
看着往事一幕一幕 . 再次演出你我的爱

我把电视机打开听着别人的对白 也许那些故事可以给我一个交代

你要的爱我学不来

眼睁睁看情变坏人怔怔看情感概
不能给你未来我还你现在

安静结束也是另一种对待

> 当眼泪流下来伤已超载

>分开也是另一种明白


我给你最后的疼爱是手放开 > 不要一张双人床中间隔着一片海 .

感情的污点就留给时间慢慢漂白

把爱收进胸前左边口袋

不想用言语拉扯所以选择不责怪

感情就像候车月台有人走有人来 我的心是一个站牌写着等待

我把收音机打开听着别人的失败 啃咽的声音仿佛诉说着相同悲哀

你的依赖还在胸怀

我无法轻易推开我无法随便走开

感情中专心的人容易被伤害~~ / */. */'

lessOn learnt______

nv judge a guy by his appearance.true enuf for mi. coz all guys r jerks. ok i noe i'm bein unfair to those minority.rare.few who r nice guys.too bad.may e gd guys win e dae.

Ohh.btw.mi brOther jux P.O.P yest.n he's one nice guy i noe.i swear* hehe..coz he's mi blah-der.**wang wang*~~* ;P

blOody pervert!!!! if ur lOOkin in here u better watch out!!!!!!

yest...well past 12 le..k n s!! ok bk to yest..ha. experience e one ting tt can NV happen to mi! was on mi way to tk train to meet veda.wen out of e blue an innocent lookin.round face.blue shirt.wearin specs.neither tall nor short.average size build.typical ns guy (if anione happen to b suspicious of such a prsn u saw pls inform e pOlice fast!999!) he went up to mi near e entrance of e carpark n ask mi in e most nonchalant tone.whether i wan to haf oral sex!!!! was so stuNned!! i stared bk at him w a disgustin lO_____Ok n walk away.cant believe it.guess wat.he shouted n offer to pay mi!??! HALO~! i'll gladly pay tO send u to dO ur time!!!!

wat e hacK is tis?!!! dO i look lk those kinda gaLS??!!! BLoODY U!! better not let mi c u spOokin ard harmin innocent gals lk mi!! i'll make sure u'll b sOri nxt time!!!!!!!!!!!!argHH!!!! shld haf tried mi fist on u!!!! shOck of e dae..i jux cant believe tis happen to mi!!

plZz..loOk in e puddLe of mud.U disgustin fat wOrm! i'LL chOpp u flatly into piles of juices

i'm amAzed ! !

hehe...tian(1) ji(1) bu(4) ke(3) xie(4) lou(4)

fOrgot y i'm here..

haahaa.....2nd blog entry..wat shall i write? nope no idea..tho ters alot of tots inside mi full-of-nonsense brain tt is...aniwae its time to sleep!! gtg wOrk tml ...sighhhh..

mi As sucks.full stop.no comments.truly disappointed.

got bk results.sucks.cry.disappointed.frens sms.keep smsin.stupid norman.mani smses.veda first to call mi up..m so touched..reli..huixian called later..was expectin mb a call fr mi pals.. well..guess we werent tt close aft all..sigh..

aftmath of war.histOry is History fOr mi.no more.frankly i like history for wat it had gOne thru.but i simply dun like to study for it.history is NOT meant to b studied.its meant to b appreciated n e lessOns learnt to b applied to PRESENT times.not mani noe bt e true meanin behind tho..mb mOe shld consider changin our histOry syllabus! wats e pt of studyin so mani useless notes! at e end wat we r dOin wastin our time! spendin restless nitez! flIppin n flippin e same thick stack of nOtes over n oVer agn!!! jux to earn an irrespectable grade! noONe appreciates our effort done.teachers onli care bt results.hacck.i admit i'm stupid.satisfied? if u tink ur clever den pls tel mi how to make tis world a perfect place for human beins to live in.i ll truely appreciate whoever help.payment in kind?

if gOd reli blesses.may god bless everyone of us.for mi,may he bless mi with sum weight gains.more imptly endless supplies of dollars n cOins.whAhHHAhaaa...


lessOn learnt: i learn tt history is not for ppl like mi.ppl who r lazy to care bt how e world is gg to
change.coz no matter how hard i try to understand how mi world is.tings r not
near perfect.its an unchangeable fact.helpless.history is not gg to affect how
our present world is.man nv learn.true eh.