e sight of money turns mi off

sumtimes i reli hate IT. IT seems to b of such importance but god doesnt seem to mk IT easy for mi. for mi family. i wanna noe, y do u rather gif IT to her den to us. u seem to forgot tt we r part of u. she ISNT. mb she is NOW. mb she had cast a spell in u. oh crap.

if onli ties can b cut, i wun ever wanna b of anitin related to u. ive a new meanin for u in mi dictionary now. it means to b deleted away. happi holidayin w her.


/\. //. ~~ / /. .\\ . .

what ifs . . .

.one dae i decided to end mi life / leavin everytin behind

how wld it b like? how wld tings change?

.i decided to pluck up mi courage / n start all over agn

wld lUv still b ter forever, for mi?

would you?

/ / / /

.i continue remain e way i am / livin e life i m now / worryin bt e path ahead

will i b able to find e haPpiness tt i truly wan?


.i am just a plain jane / wishin for a miracle to happen

bware of wat i wish for? or contd to work harder?


.i m stil tired, of all tt has hapPened / its drainin mi away. . .