y did i do tt?

i did it agn.ha.msg him agn.was loOkin thru his past msgs tt dae.off dae w noone to go out w.guess i stil miz him quite abit.hmmxx..

lazy to type le..told huixian bt it.told 2 of mi colleagues bt it.wat else?.not mani of mi pals haf e time to bother bt another now.buzi grillin for exams.haiz..tink mi wil haf alot of updatin to do wen we go out soon yah.erm.but guess too mani tings happened to mi tis yr.i dono whr to start in e 1st place truely.n most imptly its hard for anione to understand mi situation now? not tt im feelin pessimistic bt anitin.jux tt sumhow i seemed to haf lost touch w their kinda life.normal life tt mani at 20 wil do in spore.uni life.how excitin yet not within mi reach.haha..

well..ive learnt to accept e way tings r made out for mi. i'll stil b strOng.

im jux special in a different way.heh..