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i tink i m v disconnected w e world.lets c..nowadaes life is abt skool n mi beloved steve..home is jux a place i go bk to rest...home made dinner dun excite mi anymore. mi dad used to b a great cook..now wat can u expect w a bowl of rice n a huge plate of veges? jux plain veges almost every other daes...dun dey get sick? i tink i m losin mi appetite for food already..sigh*

was re-readin mi blog since e first entry..realized i was v pessimistic...how distant tt period of feelin is for mi now..i wonder if i hadnt met steve wil i carry on depressin miself lidat...i might seriously. dear do u noe how much u mean to mi? ;)

todae is a rainy dae...as always i wil b feelin esp moody..haha..is tis jux mi characteristic or wat? so was v bo liao..log in msn n haPpily found mi grape online..lolx...gotta disturb enghua n kw for awhile too..haha..partly aso bcos its hard to find frens to tok cock..i can b full of nonsenses sumtimes i tink frens wil b unbearable w mi? keke...it jux mi way of chillin out in tis weather so forgif mi ya? haha..

i misS mi frens todae..wonderin y is tt so? guess i hadnt been in touch w alot of em..frens whom i cherish n wish to spent more quality time w...sumhow it feels like time is nv enuff as we grow old..

i miss him too. purely jus tot of him sumtimes. n wonderin y he doesnt wan to contact mi? if u c tis line pls let mi noe how u tink of us as a fren. honestly i hope to treasure u as a fren now.. ;)

okie end of post. til more to come . . .



*~s H i~* cravin for tjp's mufFins! . . . . dr0ols . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .